Meme #oo2
01. *Suzaku is... still on morphine. During the Mental Disorder week, he had morphine addiction. Between the injuries from the fight with Rolo, Tifa, and the Akuma, and his needing to keep his head straight to take care of Rolo and Yuffie afterwards, he didn't want to be distracted by withdrawal symptoms. He's been meaning to wean himself off of it, but one thing comes up, and then another, and then another. He picks up morphine in the F3 locations as they come up, enough to last him for a while. He's... effectively addicted now, and hasn't told anyone.
02. He likes rock music. Like, classic metal, whatever his universe's equivalents of ACDC, Iron Maiden, things like that would be. He's kind of embarrassed about it.
03. *He misses Ed. A LOT. He liked feeling like she needed him to watch her, and he liked feeling... useful. He's not so sure he is anymore.
04. He knows consciously that he's very fit, so he has that going for him, but Suzaku doesn't find himself at all attractive. Average at best.
05. *There was a bit of brain injury from Rolo stabbing him those months ago - the damage has manifested as mild nominal aphasia, meaning Suzaku forgets some simple, every day words that anyone could think of. He also lost a few old memories because of the damage.
06. He never really notices when he has crushes on anyone, because he's never concentrated on relationships or dating. He tends to blush around people he likes, a feat he rarely does otherwise, and he smiles more than average, sometimes even genuinely.
07. holy crap he loves cats. Yes, that's kind of canon, but he misses Arthur here and he wishes he had a cat so badly. He adores Her, calls her 'Lady', and will find any opportunity to be invited over and stay with her for some time.
08. He lost his virginity to a girl. ...He didn't enjoy himself in the slightest, because he was just constantly afraid that he was going to hurt her.
09. *Additionally, he's weirdly kind of mad at himself that he can't develop a crush on Yuffie. But he likes her an awful lot; she's adorable and quirky and one of his best friends here.
10. *His "testing" Lelouch's Geass wasn't entirely out of the need to see the limits of the thing, like he told Lelouch. Suzaku's had more than a few suicidal urges since coming to the Facility, the majority of which just fleeting, passing thoughts that he could cast aside after an hour or so.
A handful of them have been cripplingly bad, enough for his Geass to activate, rendering him effectively unable to do anything but sit in the corner of his room, hugging his knees until he was safely out of the mindset.
* Relative to a_facility