Jan 29, 2012 16:06
I seem to have no structure with my thoughts lately. It's because of the late shifts. Will definitely correct my sleeping pattern when my holiday kicks in. So it's just random thoughts for just now. Apologies.
Yesterday parking in town was not nice - had a bloody wheel on the kerb. I wanted to cry. The stress. People watching me fail. Held it together and waited for my opportunity. Managed to only have one inch of my wheel on the kerb. Didn't feel as bad.
Supervisor Tree...I'm afraid you have much to learn about people. It's all about themselves. Very rarely do people help a fellow colleague. Last night other than you, Iceman and Dirty D did helped us out and that was it. It's life, mate.
I'm getting scared of going insane with my unexpected holiday. Will need to keep myself busy doing anything. I thought of what to do - rearrange my furniture and fix the living room. Basically more tidying and gutting out.
According to MelMel he hasn't left the court. We'll see what happens.
I want to do a proper comic book with a proper good story which unravels over 5 volumes and no more. I haven't quite figure out how the story could be over 5 volumes (I don't want to just start drawing now and see where it goes because it will just feel dragged out. Don't want that). I've figured out the style, it's just the story.
Hopefully be filming a short film soon. I'm quite proud of myself for being able to think of something simple (not by myself) which has many interpretations. I really do hope it is well received.
I'm still applying away to other jobs - it's all about the money now. Also going to apply for this trainee thing for Script Supervisors, it's really where I should belong. I believe I have the personality to mingle with the other departments mainly because I have worked with 2 departments now. Just need to write a personal statement. I hate it! It's always easier to write other people's but never your own. Not fair. Fingers crossed I'll get the position.
Did I mention I like driving at night? Yeah I love it. Just me, quite roads and music. I don't actually sing. I'm actually focused on the roads. LOL!
A job, responsibility or task may be dull or depressing but it's your attitude that can change it. Last night, this girl had a hangover but I swear to god I thought she was still drunk. Turns out according to her, "if you feel shite, whinging and moaning about it doesn't make it any better so you might as well be put on a positive front." So very true!! Admirable in so many ways.
THIS WILL BE THE YEAR THAT SOMETHING HAPPENS. Just like any year, things happen. LOL! I'm so not awake. ^.^
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