I'm all confuddled
Yes, I am (yet, again) for a lot of things shall we start with the first? Ok., In the most recent order.
This is where you can read minds, yeah? Well, I wish I could especially after watching 'Heroes' - so totally awesome. I thought there should a person with the ability to take away powers and now there is...there should a person who could transfer powers like I take yours and put it in another person - wait and see who will be this character. Anyways, slightly losing track. LC is really annoying me - hiding information and doing the whole Random-Question things so my obvious reaction is 'Whaaat?' and then LC would be annoyed because I couldn't read her mind.
The next one is...
What I mean is the whole attitude that I know you, but I don't even know myself. It's not the first time but everytime KM does it - it really annoys me. Today it was 'you're not the going out type', well I must say thanks for labelling me. On an additional note, just because I don't go out with yous it doesn't mean I don't go out, full stop (I just don't go out with yous, because I see you in uni and I have stuff to do - it's all about the timing). There are other factors like, you go to pubs and bars - and that's fine, I prefer it there I just don't like Clubs (sometimes it can be a little crowded and I get frustrated) - but I don't drink so what can you do at pubs and bars? Yes I know that you can have a good without drinking, but why do you drink?
I'm finding it really annoying (very important word for this journal) how I'm always caring about what others are feeling and what they think. Turn things around, do people actually notice me? I can provide an example, if one person was stressed out I would totally give them the space and let them do their thing. Turn around it was me being stressed out, this is what I get 'I didn't know you were stressed out'..ok? The guys can tell and have been ignoring me. Maybe they have detectors but still.
And now that I'm a fourth year, the obvious confuddleness is:
I'm not really sure what I want to do now. *sighs8 I thought I wanted to get into broadcasting or publishing so without narrowing myself down, I decided that I wanted to get myself into Media and Publishing (something near enough general but with an area). Now I'm not sure, it no longer appeals to me like before. I still like the idea of designing adverts but that's a whole different type of area that's kind of like trying to get into animation - it's all about your portofolio and who you know. Plus, I'm not creative enough - too practical.
I went to a drama workshop and it was so cool. We did some improvisation and I really enjoyed myself, I remember doing these things in school and I really enjoyed it. I don't like acting in front of camera.So is this a route I should consider? *sighs*
I wouldn't mind Marketing and Advertisng but I don't know.
Media and Publishing? Threatre Work? Marketing and Advertising? It's all a cloud in my head. Where did my brain go?
Let me know..if there's something I can do to narrow all this confuddleness...
This is where you can read minds, yeah? Well, I wish I could especially after watching 'Heroes' - so totally awesome. I thought there should a person with the ability to take away powers and now there is...there should a person who could transfer powers like I take yours and put it in another person - wait and see who will be this character. Anyways, slightly losing track. LC is really annoying me - hiding information and doing the whole Random-Question things so my obvious reaction is 'Whaaat?' and then LC would be annoyed because I couldn't read her mind.
The next one is...
What I mean is the whole attitude that I know you, but I don't even know myself. It's not the first time but everytime KM does it - it really annoys me. Today it was 'you're not the going out type', well I must say thanks for labelling me. On an additional note, just because I don't go out with yous it doesn't mean I don't go out, full stop (I just don't go out with yous, because I see you in uni and I have stuff to do - it's all about the timing). There are other factors like, you go to pubs and bars - and that's fine, I prefer it there I just don't like Clubs (sometimes it can be a little crowded and I get frustrated) - but I don't drink so what can you do at pubs and bars? Yes I know that you can have a good without drinking, but why do you drink?
I'm finding it really annoying (very important word for this journal) how I'm always caring about what others are feeling and what they think. Turn things around, do people actually notice me? I can provide an example, if one person was stressed out I would totally give them the space and let them do their thing. Turn around it was me being stressed out, this is what I get 'I didn't know you were stressed out'..ok? The guys can tell and have been ignoring me. Maybe they have detectors but still.
And now that I'm a fourth year, the obvious confuddleness is:
I'm not really sure what I want to do now. *sighs8 I thought I wanted to get into broadcasting or publishing so without narrowing myself down, I decided that I wanted to get myself into Media and Publishing (something near enough general but with an area). Now I'm not sure, it no longer appeals to me like before. I still like the idea of designing adverts but that's a whole different type of area that's kind of like trying to get into animation - it's all about your portofolio and who you know. Plus, I'm not creative enough - too practical.
I went to a drama workshop and it was so cool. We did some improvisation and I really enjoyed myself, I remember doing these things in school and I really enjoyed it. I don't like acting in front of camera.So is this a route I should consider? *sighs*
I wouldn't mind Marketing and Advertisng but I don't know.
Media and Publishing? Threatre Work? Marketing and Advertising? It's all a cloud in my head. Where did my brain go?
Let me know..if there's something I can do to narrow all this confuddleness...