Well, your journal has proven to be an interesting read so far. You are very deep and sensitive, I mean that in a nice way of course. I tend to keep my feelings to myself and only share when relevant, to help someone else out or as a good conversation peice so people don't think I'm too boring. As for questioning your Motherhood when you was in hospital, they should keep their noses out! They knew Mark was here with us as I spoke to nurses on the ward, not sure which tho, maybe one was your 'friend', and they should have known that you weren't going back to look after your 'young children' staright away, and that you'd be resting up. I think I would've done the same, the hospital would've driven me mad. As for being a good Mother, you are 100%, you may not think you have, but by always being there for Mark and taking him with you wherever you go etc no matter where in the country, you have been his one constant thing, his stability and his guide and he'll look back on that. He always seems happy, speaks highly of you, misses you when he's here (hence tears of homesickness last year). A/C
As for questioning your Motherhood when you was in hospital, they should keep their noses out! They knew Mark was here with us as I spoke to nurses on the ward, not sure which tho, maybe one was your 'friend', and they should have known that you weren't going back to look after your 'young children' staright away, and that you'd be resting up. I think I would've done the same, the hospital would've driven me mad.
As for being a good Mother, you are 100%, you may not think you have, but by always being there for Mark and taking him with you wherever you go etc no matter where in the country, you have been his one constant thing, his stability and his guide and he'll look back on that. He always seems happy, speaks highly of you, misses you when he's here (hence tears of homesickness last year).
A/C
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