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i'm a sloppy person. first, i just ate like 7 oreos for breakfast. second, i hated new paltz. it has a pretty campus. but when i got there i panicked and wanted to cry. i clearly am completely stupid and pathetic. i don't know what i'm going to do now. i'm sort of lost. will and i made a matrix of the positives and negatives of wells. we were driving back to long island while doing this so we haven't done anything with it yet. he doesn't want me to just make a decision about something. he says i need to survey. i know he's right but i just want to know what i'm doing. i guess i can just go to wells, get a degree in women's studies, and figure out what i want to do for grad school from there. haha, if anything i'm just really embarrassed because i told everyone i'd be transferring. will said he knew this would happen. i guess it was pretty obvious. eh, i'm a slob. i think this means i really can't leave though, ever. hmm.
in other news, we went to nyc last night. the absolute epitome of human degradation. it was will's idea, and he hates it as much, if not more, than me. plus, he had crew at 5 in the morning. eileen, will, and i returned to long island a little before 3. we were all pretty miserable and steve had pissed me off and pretty much ruined all the plans we had made. but, bailey didn't get towed, and i got to see will sooner than i thought. i would have done it again even knowing beforehand it would turn out like that. eileen and i got to talk a lot and just vent. we're so much alike yet so different. she's always a breath of fresh air. she's my one consistent friend of the past. i felt bad that everything we thought would happen didn't, but just being with her and will was worth it.
so, i'm waiting for will to call me for lunch, and then when he gets out of class at 5:30 we're going to connecticut to spend the night with his family in east hartford. from there we're going to his reggatta sunday morning. i'm really excited for all of that to happen! it feels like a big deal to meet his family (i think it is). and i like not being in long island... hehe. also, i really like will's uncle nick, so it'll be nice to see him again. also, i want to meet will's cousin tom, because next weekend i think the three of us are going to a defiance, ohio concert in vermont! if i know will, we'll be sleeping in his car in vermont saturday night. so sleeping with will and his cousin should be fun... especially if i know tom a little bit first.
so, i think i'm going to just sleep and read until will calls for lunch. maybe after i'll watch dirty dancing for the 56th thousandth time. i really am crazy for swayze. but let's be honest, i'm insane in general.
in other news, we went to nyc last night. the absolute epitome of human degradation. it was will's idea, and he hates it as much, if not more, than me. plus, he had crew at 5 in the morning. eileen, will, and i returned to long island a little before 3. we were all pretty miserable and steve had pissed me off and pretty much ruined all the plans we had made. but, bailey didn't get towed, and i got to see will sooner than i thought. i would have done it again even knowing beforehand it would turn out like that. eileen and i got to talk a lot and just vent. we're so much alike yet so different. she's always a breath of fresh air. she's my one consistent friend of the past. i felt bad that everything we thought would happen didn't, but just being with her and will was worth it.
so, i'm waiting for will to call me for lunch, and then when he gets out of class at 5:30 we're going to connecticut to spend the night with his family in east hartford. from there we're going to his reggatta sunday morning. i'm really excited for all of that to happen! it feels like a big deal to meet his family (i think it is). and i like not being in long island... hehe. also, i really like will's uncle nick, so it'll be nice to see him again. also, i want to meet will's cousin tom, because next weekend i think the three of us are going to a defiance, ohio concert in vermont! if i know will, we'll be sleeping in his car in vermont saturday night. so sleeping with will and his cousin should be fun... especially if i know tom a little bit first.
so, i think i'm going to just sleep and read until will calls for lunch. maybe after i'll watch dirty dancing for the 56th thousandth time. i really am crazy for swayze. but let's be honest, i'm insane in general.