hey
it's weird i still can't get over how people u've only known a few months can be closer to u than people u've known for yrs. sunday i felt really sick and my suitemates and dave huddled around me like mother hens. they even offered me their socks (all mine were in the laundary). they even forced me to take medicine and go to bed..lots of stuff has been happenin but i doubt u guyys wanna hear everything dave does to make me feel more and more in love with him..it's weird i used to want to be single when i was in relationships for awhile, and when i was single wanna be taken...now it's alost 3 months ( as sad as it is my longest relationship once we reach taht point) and i have to urge to get out i only wanna get in more deeply. my roomate depledged which is awesome when it's just us but when her bf comes over he acts like he lives there which is really annoying..like i'll be nappin and she'll coem in quietly and he'' put musicon and be sleeping. i mean yeah she's had to deal with dave all yr but he is at least considerate and if he sees she's sleepin will wait in the common area. i was really loookin foward to goin home, i kinda needed a break from classes and peole..but school work has followed me home..and the thought of those people still bother me..and the loser i am i already miss him. home i think will be nice for 5 days..but 5 weeks in decv..i just may kill myself...but i'm lookin foward to catchin up with people i haven't seen in awhile.that and shoppin will make thsi break good...i feel more grown up this yr..my old friends from last yr and i went to dinner sat and they even noticed...i don't know if it's having a serious relationship or feelin like i have a hold on school or what. and now i have to go find a gift for him..feels weird for thr first time ever to have someone over the holidays..love that u guys update..makes my day when i see what's up with u. miss u love u! call me if u wanna chill before sunday. sue