wow, it's been awhile
so yeah, basicly, a lot has happened in the past few.... months, I guess.
i don't really remember when the last time I posted anything was.
not that it matters.
i amd only really doing this right now because I am bored.
usually I don't feel the need to express myself online to a bunch of people who don't care.
everyone that is actively involved in my life knows everything anyway.
lol.
there has been a lot of drama, though.
not really with me, but with a lot of my friends.
i don't get what it's all about, really, what is so wrong with being happy?
and why can't anyone but me, seem to get there?
so, a quick overview of everything since november ( my last update):
- a few spats that aren't important enough to describe, with some friends that mean everything to me.
+ all that drama is over
- liked a guy that didn't like me back
- liked a guy that had a girlfriend
+ found out my best friend liked me
- he was too young for me
+ have recently become really close to some people that have always meant the world to me, and am finally getting that I mean the same to them, mainly because they told me. and they do a lot for me. i love them very much.
+ have a prospective dating partner. nothing for positive yet, but it's exciting, and i like him a lot.
+ i haven't really been unhappy in a very long time.
+ i feel very good about the direction my life is heading.
- i'm having to cope with losing a few pretty good friends, and one REALLY close friend to graduation this year.
that's really it, i guess.
nothing too terribly exciting.
well, later!
and try to stay away from the emo craze- smile for me please! there's nothing wrong with it!
i don't really remember when the last time I posted anything was.
not that it matters.
i amd only really doing this right now because I am bored.
usually I don't feel the need to express myself online to a bunch of people who don't care.
everyone that is actively involved in my life knows everything anyway.
lol.
there has been a lot of drama, though.
not really with me, but with a lot of my friends.
i don't get what it's all about, really, what is so wrong with being happy?
and why can't anyone but me, seem to get there?
so, a quick overview of everything since november ( my last update):
- a few spats that aren't important enough to describe, with some friends that mean everything to me.
+ all that drama is over
- liked a guy that didn't like me back
- liked a guy that had a girlfriend
+ found out my best friend liked me
- he was too young for me
+ have recently become really close to some people that have always meant the world to me, and am finally getting that I mean the same to them, mainly because they told me. and they do a lot for me. i love them very much.
+ have a prospective dating partner. nothing for positive yet, but it's exciting, and i like him a lot.
+ i haven't really been unhappy in a very long time.
+ i feel very good about the direction my life is heading.
- i'm having to cope with losing a few pretty good friends, and one REALLY close friend to graduation this year.
that's really it, i guess.
nothing too terribly exciting.
well, later!
and try to stay away from the emo craze- smile for me please! there's nothing wrong with it!