Mar 07, 2013 18:26
I have been... moody lately. I apologize if anyone was offended by my way of speaking. I am not trying to be abrupt or rude, but I fear my tone of voice may have given the impression that I was. I do not know if I am becoming stressed out because of various things, or if it is something else.
I find myself wandering out into the woods to meditate or just wander and not-think for a while. Archimedes has taken to cuddling with me often when this mood is on me. More than once, when my thoughts have turned dark, he has been the one to call me back to myself.
I have hit a plateau in my control exercises. It is incredibly frustrating. I was making steady progress before I came down with that cold. What has happened to me? Why can I not gain more control than this?
i am sorry,
control problems,
feeling discontent and uneasy,
archimedes,
tutoring sessions