Me, myself and no one.
Your heart is beating faster. Why is it beating faster? And come on, why the hell is your mouth so dry? Its been just that long, hasnt it? You've forgotten. You actually forgot that this is what its like, stupid boy. This is how it always goes, how it starts, and how it ends, how could you have forgotten that? Well now you know again, and dont bloody forget this time.Except the end part. Forget that if you can, for if you hear it again you may be violently sick, or just plain violent. And really, try and say something more next time, you may have been a gobsmacked idiot, but you're not supposed to act like one.
Oh come on now, its not that bad. Yeah, I've been here before, and felt it before, and heard it before, but forgetting is part of the experience, along with remembering again. "I've been here before" I think, and it all comes rushing back. The heartbeats getting faster, the mouth is dry, everything is hyper-real and reaction speed seems higher. You're heightened, a heightened self. Not better mind, just more aware. And yeah, I didnt say much, nothing I could have was there? Whats done is done, and yeah, I dont like it., but I'll get over it. Back on the horse, as they say. Although, if "they " say "plenty more fish in the sea" then "they " may fall into the bad books, if only for the cliche.
Oh come on now, its not that bad. Yeah, I've been here before, and felt it before, and heard it before, but forgetting is part of the experience, along with remembering again. "I've been here before" I think, and it all comes rushing back. The heartbeats getting faster, the mouth is dry, everything is hyper-real and reaction speed seems higher. You're heightened, a heightened self. Not better mind, just more aware. And yeah, I didnt say much, nothing I could have was there? Whats done is done, and yeah, I dont like it., but I'll get over it. Back on the horse, as they say. Although, if "they " say "plenty more fish in the sea" then "they " may fall into the bad books, if only for the cliche.