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I guess sometimes things come around when you least expect them, right? Like you don't actually know what's right in front of your face until it's breathing down your neck. *giggles softly* You're grateful for that thing or that person, but you just don't realize that it's something you've been searching for. That elusive object/person that has been haunting your mind and dreams and heart for years. I'm not even sure if I'm making sense. All I know is when I'm in the presence of this thing, this person... I'm completely at ease. The world falls away and everything is right again. I've never been wronged, I've never been depressed, I've never felt alone in my life, it seems like. Everything is perfect. Then I realize it has to end sooner or later. And it just gets to me. It hurts my heart.
I'm still completely frustrated with the Family but I know I can't change it and I can't get rid of it, either. As much as you want to get rid of family the fuckers are still there. *laughs* I love you guys. Really, I do.
Wifey, TREES! Rawr... *lick*
Nicky, I meant what I said yesterday. I can't lose you. You make me laugh on hard days. Stick around, sweetie.
Mon Amour, God... you make my life feel so easy. I'm not sure how you do it or why you do it, but you make me feel alive again. Something I haven't had since I first fell in love with Dean. But I know his love isn't the same as what I'm feeling now. It was more artificial. You just make me feel happy. Let's drift into our world and not come back out, huh? *smiles*
*sings softly* / We can hide away in our secret place / The two of us alone again / A special place /
That's it for now... huh? I think. Yeah. *smiles*
Lee feels happy.
Love,
Lee
I'm still completely frustrated with the Family but I know I can't change it and I can't get rid of it, either. As much as you want to get rid of family the fuckers are still there. *laughs* I love you guys. Really, I do.
Wifey, TREES! Rawr... *lick*
Nicky, I meant what I said yesterday. I can't lose you. You make me laugh on hard days. Stick around, sweetie.
Mon Amour, God... you make my life feel so easy. I'm not sure how you do it or why you do it, but you make me feel alive again. Something I haven't had since I first fell in love with Dean. But I know his love isn't the same as what I'm feeling now. It was more artificial. You just make me feel happy. Let's drift into our world and not come back out, huh? *smiles*
*sings softly* / We can hide away in our secret place / The two of us alone again / A special place /
That's it for now... huh? I think. Yeah. *smiles*
Lee feels happy.
Love,
Lee