UGH.
I'm so fucking stupid.
God, I should keep my big mouth SHUT. *sniffles through massive amounts of tears* I say I hate drama and I go out and make more for myself. Nice, right? Could I have done anything more dumb? Well... I could have, but then I would have lost some of my best friends in the world.
*closes eyes tightly against the onslaught of hot, stinging tears* Not that I'm making anything better by what I confessed. Shit. Shit. Shit.
Why does he have to influence me like that?!
I need... need... a new brain. A zipper on my lips. Something.
And it just makes me feel worse that he's so supportive of me SAYING it. God, that hurts. He's an awesome friend and ALL that stuff... just...
I'm such a bitch.
Lee
*curses as she fumbles through her typing, going back to correct every typo, before clicking update*
God, I should keep my big mouth SHUT. *sniffles through massive amounts of tears* I say I hate drama and I go out and make more for myself. Nice, right? Could I have done anything more dumb? Well... I could have, but then I would have lost some of my best friends in the world.
*closes eyes tightly against the onslaught of hot, stinging tears* Not that I'm making anything better by what I confessed. Shit. Shit. Shit.
Why does he have to influence me like that?!
I need... need... a new brain. A zipper on my lips. Something.
And it just makes me feel worse that he's so supportive of me SAYING it. God, that hurts. He's an awesome friend and ALL that stuff... just...
I'm such a bitch.
Lee
*curses as she fumbles through her typing, going back to correct every typo, before clicking update*