why is it not hard to fall in love but so hard to fall out of it?
fourth of july was good i wish jacqui would have come with me but its all good. i have to work today that will not be fun. i talk/complain about work too much im sorry to all those who have to hear it all the time. half of me is screaming why am i alone what makes me not good enough and the other half is deperately trying to scream over the other voice saying you dont need someone to complete you. its very noisy in here and i dont know how to shut myself up. i need some nutty bars really bad right now. i wish there was like a book i could read called all the answers to Laurens life and understand at least a third of the stuff in my life. why do people take my vegetarinaism as a joke? when i say i dont care if you play the cat cannon game as long as you turn the sound off i dont mean trun it all the way up. Cruelty to animals is the number one thing i dont joke around about. so dont try to put meat on my plate and dont say lets put the bird in the blender and please dont tell me its vegetarian if its not. i know random very random but it needed to be said.