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So I think I am starting to grasp my Hebrew lessons, yesterday was my second class and I was able to follow and I think i have the writting part down, now it's just to be able to associate the sounds to the letters. But I could read it using reference sheets now and I am getting pretty quick at it. I was able to actually answer questions in class and keep up with the other students. I am happy with my decision to take this class.
I just got off the phone with my ex James. This is one BIG sore spot for me. My breakup with James in all reality was never fully resolved in my head. I allowed this ugly situation develop into something so unhealthy it was one of the root causes of the hard times I've experienced in 2005. But now it's a new year and it's time to let go of some old baggage. I am not sure what told me to call him, I just kind of felt it in my gut. Lot's of my friends told me on Sunday that they had seen James at the bar the night prior and people kept telling me that all day. It kind of made my stomach all in nots just hearing his name and just got these old anxiety feelings I got during our initial break up. The feelings that led me to completly avoid him out of my life. I had not seen him in almost 4 years. So it was odd to hear his voice again. I did not really regnonize him right away, but after the third sentence I knew it was him. It went suprisingly well, we talked about life and the past 4 years and even talked a little about our past relationship. I suddendly feel lighter after hanging up the phone. He was super happy that I called and it leaves me wondering if he is having similar feelings that I am having right now. Well we are supposed to meet for coffee this week....I have to urge to talk to him more, so i am looking forward to it!
S.
I just got off the phone with my ex James. This is one BIG sore spot for me. My breakup with James in all reality was never fully resolved in my head. I allowed this ugly situation develop into something so unhealthy it was one of the root causes of the hard times I've experienced in 2005. But now it's a new year and it's time to let go of some old baggage. I am not sure what told me to call him, I just kind of felt it in my gut. Lot's of my friends told me on Sunday that they had seen James at the bar the night prior and people kept telling me that all day. It kind of made my stomach all in nots just hearing his name and just got these old anxiety feelings I got during our initial break up. The feelings that led me to completly avoid him out of my life. I had not seen him in almost 4 years. So it was odd to hear his voice again. I did not really regnonize him right away, but after the third sentence I knew it was him. It went suprisingly well, we talked about life and the past 4 years and even talked a little about our past relationship. I suddendly feel lighter after hanging up the phone. He was super happy that I called and it leaves me wondering if he is having similar feelings that I am having right now. Well we are supposed to meet for coffee this week....I have to urge to talk to him more, so i am looking forward to it!
S.