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I have learned so much from myself this year. Im concerned with Elijah, and happy for him at the same. Because he is in a sense "discovering" himself as well. He has definetly changed. In my opinion, for the better. Before all of the drama went down, I remember the beginning of this year when I got my first car. He wanted to me to pick him up to go get food because he was "starving". I remember telling him he didnt know what hunger was, and him calling me a bitch. Last night he said the coolest thing. Alittle wiser, and hunger pains discovered, he told me that I didnt know what hunger was. Of course I have, but I havent been through what hes been through, and Im just glad that hes felt the utter truth of what life is. He has earned a couple of cool points in my book. Not saying that what hes doing now is justified, Im just saying that hes wised up.
So my birthday is coming up. I might just throw alittle swarre at my house or somthing. Yeah.
So my birthday is coming up. I might just throw alittle swarre at my house or somthing. Yeah.