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I had a dream I got shot last night at brockton apartments. I was shot in the abdomen. Then I heard of a story where a man was shot in the abdomen, in eastern kentucky. Brockton apartments being in eastern kentucky university. Why does my clairvoyance present itself in enigmas? Both storys share a similarity. You might say, "Oh its just coincidence." Nope. Its happened more than once. More than twice. I think its an irish gift. I can feel when bad things happen, I get sick to my stomach and the hair on the back of my neck stands up. I just know. Its wierd.
entonces....
Life rolls on..
Emi and I picked blackberrys on her farm today. We went swimming at Arlington with jess ,and em's siblings. Saw mark hinton there and lauren baxter. I dont think she likes me very much, but I tried to be polite. It took a-lot of patience to be nice.
Im not obsessed with relationships, boys, shopping, cellphones, or being "cool". Sure I feel left out, but I know that Im keeping it real with myself. Im just wondering if I should be all those things because ?"its normal?" Define normal. To me its something regulated so one or somthing remains stable. DO I want to remain stable? Do I want to sit inside that little box and ignore the real meaning of life: Or, feel content with myself discovering the world? I want to look at love and feel complete..sigh I dont know. Im just ranting.
LaterZ
entonces....
Life rolls on..
Emi and I picked blackberrys on her farm today. We went swimming at Arlington with jess ,and em's siblings. Saw mark hinton there and lauren baxter. I dont think she likes me very much, but I tried to be polite. It took a-lot of patience to be nice.
Im not obsessed with relationships, boys, shopping, cellphones, or being "cool". Sure I feel left out, but I know that Im keeping it real with myself. Im just wondering if I should be all those things because ?"its normal?" Define normal. To me its something regulated so one or somthing remains stable. DO I want to remain stable? Do I want to sit inside that little box and ignore the real meaning of life: Or, feel content with myself discovering the world? I want to look at love and feel complete..sigh I dont know. Im just ranting.
LaterZ