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[sucrepilles]

ernie is over here. sis's ex boyfriend, ex by god. he's not intolerable but i never, not once in two years, warmed up to him. he takes things too seriously. he thinks he's clever when he recycles the same family guy witticisms over and over again, you know the type. and gyawd the superior i'm in college and you're just fifteen so iget to instruct you on every single thing i happen to decide i know a whole lot about. so i tolerated him and was very friendly to him over the last two years. but now that he's broken my sister's heart by cheating on her, with three seperate girls on three occaisions. i have no reason to like him. i don't hate him. but i wish he would quit showing up every damn week and making my sister feel bad. i mean he's all civil but can't you just take your things and leave? she put them in a nice little clothes basket. you can keep the damn clothes basket. just please. well sis just walked through here and she seems alright. maybe i'll get my dress done after all. which, if they've stopped selling tickets, and maybe if they even haven't, then i ain't going to prom. just say screw it and go to the mad mushroom instead, get a pizza and eat in the park. that's that. i'll go to from, cause i think i need to get one dance like a fool experience a year. besides in my liveing room. i got a haircut. it's even shorter. i look like i hung out with andy warhol. didn't go hiking. went to barnes and noble and read the abandoned by ross campbell and bought east coast rising by becky cloonan who maybe loves comics more than i do. the former book was about zombies and lots of people died. the latter book was about pirates and new jersey. very nice. got all my bases covered.
i am very hungry and i wish i could get my cd player out of sissy's bedroom but they're in there so i'll wait so i don't have to see his face. in the mean time i miss all of you and i hope you're having a good rainy weekend.
love p