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i hate everything fate has laid infront of me.
my job, college, financial status, emotional status,etc...
fuck it, i will come out on top and be one of the few that stand above the crowd. almost everything in my life sucks right now, fuckin bullshit, fuck it all. my only escape are my video games...thank god for video games. gunbound, initial d, counter-strike(sometimes), battle gear 3, and ddr are all there to help me. cant wait until initial d version 3 comes out...i hate life. a lot of friends have changed...i dunno what to do. i feel as if my seperation from everyone was inevitable and that its not the same as before. nothing is the same as before. everyone is different now. dammit all...dammit all.
if there really is a god out there...send me a sign, show me something thatll let me know that everything in my life will be ok...atleast show me there is some chance for me to still come out and shine over those who havent worked as hard as i have but still have greater riches than i do. please show me a sign...please.
P.S. i ran 2'18''xxxx on akagi in initial d WOOT!!!