so right i am scared

[sucksweetsorrow]

i go back to england tomorrow
aghhhhhhh
i havent seen phil for 2 months quite a short time
havent reached the weight that i was hoping for,but that is because i havent been focused,i only have myself to blame
i have had food today but i think i might be hitting the porcelain in a bit haha
i had coffee for breakfast
quiche and salad for lunch
that has to come up but i just have to weight for 2 secs otherwise i feel as though i am having a heart attack
thin thin thin thin thin thin thin thin thin thin