Lessons never learned
I remember one time when I was in preschool I was playing house with some friends. Everything seemed "perfect" i had a good husband, a couple kids, a great kitschen set with fake food, and about 18 different pets. We were all having fun when suddenly my "husband" came up to me and said that he was bored and left to go read with one of my friends and I started to cry but he ignored me...
Another time I remember in kindergarten during recess my boyfriend and I decided to get married. We did the whole sha-bang and I was happy. A couple minutes after the "perfect" wedding my husband wanted to go swing, but I wanted to chase the other boys. He then divorced me and played on the swings....
YOu would think that I would have learned my lesson by now. But no I let myself be a fool into thinking that maybe, just maybe, this "perfect" situation would work out and we could live Happily Ever After. I guess I watched too many Disney movies and ignored the real world. GAH!!! Why do I let myself do this to me again. I don't know if I should keep hoping that it will work out, or if i should just give-up!!!
I'm out....
Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in
Another time I remember in kindergarten during recess my boyfriend and I decided to get married. We did the whole sha-bang and I was happy. A couple minutes after the "perfect" wedding my husband wanted to go swing, but I wanted to chase the other boys. He then divorced me and played on the swings....
YOu would think that I would have learned my lesson by now. But no I let myself be a fool into thinking that maybe, just maybe, this "perfect" situation would work out and we could live Happily Ever After. I guess I watched too many Disney movies and ignored the real world. GAH!!! Why do I let myself do this to me again. I don't know if I should keep hoping that it will work out, or if i should just give-up!!!
I'm out....
Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in