There is no place like home....
GAH!!
So today is my very chaotic day!!! I have 3 finals today and one tomorrow and a whole crapload of projects due!!
BUT!!!!
After that I am going home!!! That statement is so surreal! Only 3 more days! I say it over and over in my head but it doesnt sound believable!!!
Everything will just seem so differnt!I am scared to see all of the changes, I wish that I could just go backa dn NOTHING would be differnt, but it won't happen and I need to face reality! So many "what ifs" going through my head!
I am so incredibly excited to see so many people!! It is crazy like everyday is packed already!! I have realized all of the people that are my true friends... the ones who went out of their way to stay in touch with me. Who remembered my birthday or would call me because something reminded them of me!! I loved it! I was so afraid that I would be forgoten or just a faint high school memory to others! But many of you have proven that statement wrong and I am eternally grateful for that!!!
I dont think that many of you understand how much I need to go home. Life up here has mjust been.. well.. INTENSE! i have gone through mroe stuff in my life in the past four months than i ahve my whole entire life!! It feels like I ahve gone through everything! You name it: School, Home/Dorm, friends , family, GUYS, and soo much more!! I jsut need to get away from here for awhile! I didn't realize how great I had it until i lost it all!
I am going back home..
...home where MY heart really is!
I'm out.. (another final!)
So today is my very chaotic day!!! I have 3 finals today and one tomorrow and a whole crapload of projects due!!
BUT!!!!
After that I am going home!!! That statement is so surreal! Only 3 more days! I say it over and over in my head but it doesnt sound believable!!!
Everything will just seem so differnt!I am scared to see all of the changes, I wish that I could just go backa dn NOTHING would be differnt, but it won't happen and I need to face reality! So many "what ifs" going through my head!
I am so incredibly excited to see so many people!! It is crazy like everyday is packed already!! I have realized all of the people that are my true friends... the ones who went out of their way to stay in touch with me. Who remembered my birthday or would call me because something reminded them of me!! I loved it! I was so afraid that I would be forgoten or just a faint high school memory to others! But many of you have proven that statement wrong and I am eternally grateful for that!!!
I dont think that many of you understand how much I need to go home. Life up here has mjust been.. well.. INTENSE! i have gone through mroe stuff in my life in the past four months than i ahve my whole entire life!! It feels like I ahve gone through everything! You name it: School, Home/Dorm, friends , family, GUYS, and soo much more!! I jsut need to get away from here for awhile! I didn't realize how great I had it until i lost it all!
I am going back home..
...home where MY heart really is!
I'm out.. (another final!)