Apr 13, 2005 19:08
im going to get a few things off my chest...and go
first off dont mention anything if you not going to follow threw and tell me.i hate that.if you dont want me knowing that dont say anything.i worry somthings wrong and your not telling me.until i FINALLY find out its nothing..
NOTHING i ever do is good enough for her,or both of them should i say. she doesnt know what to do with me so she bitches until im pulling my hair out.everything i do is wrong and she will voice her opinion in public and doesnt care if its embarasses me. i cant go one day without her yelling or demanding somthing or putting me down for one reason or another.
phone bill was high.no more internet on my phone, i mean i have it but i wont use it like i did.anything to keep her from screaming.if you need to talk from now on text me or call me.its not that hard.
she hates me one second and the next day she calls crying.i dont know what to think of her cause im just a sensative person and i cant hate her no matter how much i try.ugh just leave me alone.i wish they both would but unfortunetly they wont.and it drives me insane.i dont know what to do about it anymore i try to do what they say and want to be nice but i just cant please them.
today my grandma wants to take me to wendys and KFC and i said i didnt want to i already had pancakes and stuff with my friend.so we get to a light and she shakes her head and says that i have horrible eating habits.and then she comes out and says" you eat carry out too much" and that was it.i dont like cusing at her cause shes old but that pissed me off to no end and pushed me off the edge.i asked her why she JUST offered to take me their if she thinks i eat it too much.is it just so she can yell at me cause i did nothing else wrong that day.ugh i just dont know what to do..:-/
dog---maybe i hope.only if the gma isnt ranting still
kitty for her--maybe
ahh shes out on sunday for a ball game so i got the house all to myself.no old people yelling.its like a mini vacation.i cant wait.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!!