F-U-C-K
ive been so busy.its insane
thursday indoor game then oc.
friday ring 2 with mindy and spent the night with her
sat morning game at 11 then pallotti baseball game then david
sunday church then lunch then sick..
and it went all down hill from there
first off jesi im really sorry.and i love you uber much and we definately need to hang out im always here for you babe.mwah!
havent got a letter back and im kind of getting impatient.i just want to do if he understands or what he thinks,i dont want to just not here from him.erg everything is so confusing.i think hes mad at me from things ive read or heard and i will be kind of pissed if hes mad at me.no reason for it and no reason for no letter back.i just cant win can i?
so today i came home and found blood all over the floor.my grandma's cat had scratched herself.were getting her put down tomarrow:'(.im real upset cause that cat is like my grandmas only thing and shes so sick and helpless now its sad to look at her..this sucks.
i had two fillings today and my mouth is still numb.i cant feel anything and it sucks.i stayed home today cause i felt horribly sick so that doesnt help.
man last night and this morning were scary.i never meant for it to happen..
almost spring break and im getting my belly button pierced on saturday..only thing im looking forward to.
fuck fuck fuck..why does everything have to suck?
i want to run away.just get the fuck out i hate it so much.
if you want to run away with me let me know.i think it will be a grand ol' time. please kill me..