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nothings changed,lifes still gay.i think its even got gayer if thats possible.
friday won our game then i went to the wrestling tournament at my school with tara,slept over her house and watched some disney movies-good times. saturday i just slept all day and then hung out with david,we watched dodgeball with his sister cause no movies were playing in bowie.we talked it was good times. sunday sucked in the morning but i just went to arundel mills with jesi and we talked and stuff.me and jesi didnt go to alex and travis' game and they won.wow we watched the notebook and she cried and even though this is my 5th time seeing it i cried too.it was fun.and today its my brothers birthday so i think were having dinner tonight..i dont know
so everything sucks so much more.why cant life be easy and not confusing,erg i hate it.he doesnt make it easy for me and i dont make it easy for myself cause i dont tell him what i want.this is not the way it was supposed to be and its killing me. erg and on top of that everything else sucks now.this year has not got off to a great start. i need more fun in my life.but after tofay i hope it gets better because a letter is going to be written after 3 weeks.so we'll see how that goes.
this week needs to be hott and friday is jesi's 18th birthday!!
good times i hope.playing pool will happen soon jesi,trust.
cakes almost done for my brothers party.farewell and if anyone wants to hang out call me im so lonely its sad.
farewell