almost leaked my pants
its been a rollar coaster ride.
thursday was funny,you owe me.
my parents came over for dinner cause one of my old neighbors is moving so we had dinner for them at my gmas house.i couldnt get up and get away from her.it sucked.then i had to write a 5 page paper and couldnt find any information on it.bad times.ugh..
friday school was ok.really didnt do anything. got home and was bored so i called mery and we went to the movies to see amityville horror.omg we were so fucking scared.we ran out of there.haha were such retards.going to johnny rockets and putting the food in my purse to eat in the movie theatre was good times.
i gaged my ears myself.didnt know it until they wouldnt go in cause they were too big and i shoved them through and i felt tremendous pain.
I GOT MY AMERICAN EAGLE CREDIT CARD BACK!
today started off awesome and went to shit.
woke up and walked the dog.couldnt go back to bed cause he was bugging me.(oh btw we finally named him inky.yeah its lame but meh its the only thing were agreed on). then got up and alan and his friend came and got me and we went to some creepy old hospital,glenndale hosptial. it was pretty but very creep.especially the teddy bear sitting on the bed and the hearing weird noises.i heard "stop" but meh didnt really care.it was good times i would like sometime to go explore the old house and the basement.its creepy but with alot of people i think it would be awesome.
then we went to wendys and that was fun.their funny.end of story.
got home and life went to shit.the guy didnt come through with what i wanted. and i dont think im getting the other thing i wanted cause she hasnt called me back so whatever.
plans got cancelled.ugh that kind of pulled the trigger of everything building up the last couple of days.so i didnt want to stay in the house i was too..ugh.and wanted to do things that havent been done in a year and a half. but the girl i cancelled plans with for him couldnt do it anymore and figures..no one could do anything. so here i am.babysitting my old lady.
ugh.
no game tomarrow.that makes me really happy.im finally getting better a week off helps and makes it easier.
im really upset that i quit softball.like the more and more i think about it and see the girls wear their uniforms to school and hear them talk about it makes me upset that i quit.ugh im so stupid.
my hopes for this weekend were shot.maybe tomarrow will be fun?..we'll see.
kill me
thursday was funny,you owe me.
my parents came over for dinner cause one of my old neighbors is moving so we had dinner for them at my gmas house.i couldnt get up and get away from her.it sucked.then i had to write a 5 page paper and couldnt find any information on it.bad times.ugh..
friday school was ok.really didnt do anything. got home and was bored so i called mery and we went to the movies to see amityville horror.omg we were so fucking scared.we ran out of there.haha were such retards.going to johnny rockets and putting the food in my purse to eat in the movie theatre was good times.
i gaged my ears myself.didnt know it until they wouldnt go in cause they were too big and i shoved them through and i felt tremendous pain.
I GOT MY AMERICAN EAGLE CREDIT CARD BACK!
today started off awesome and went to shit.
woke up and walked the dog.couldnt go back to bed cause he was bugging me.(oh btw we finally named him inky.yeah its lame but meh its the only thing were agreed on). then got up and alan and his friend came and got me and we went to some creepy old hospital,glenndale hosptial. it was pretty but very creep.especially the teddy bear sitting on the bed and the hearing weird noises.i heard "stop" but meh didnt really care.it was good times i would like sometime to go explore the old house and the basement.its creepy but with alot of people i think it would be awesome.
then we went to wendys and that was fun.their funny.end of story.
got home and life went to shit.the guy didnt come through with what i wanted. and i dont think im getting the other thing i wanted cause she hasnt called me back so whatever.
plans got cancelled.ugh that kind of pulled the trigger of everything building up the last couple of days.so i didnt want to stay in the house i was too..ugh.and wanted to do things that havent been done in a year and a half. but the girl i cancelled plans with for him couldnt do it anymore and figures..no one could do anything. so here i am.babysitting my old lady.
ugh.
no game tomarrow.that makes me really happy.im finally getting better a week off helps and makes it easier.
im really upset that i quit softball.like the more and more i think about it and see the girls wear their uniforms to school and hear them talk about it makes me upset that i quit.ugh im so stupid.
my hopes for this weekend were shot.maybe tomarrow will be fun?..we'll see.
kill me