i been doin alot of thinking and talking with ppl.. and ive come to the conclusion that im still pissed/upset about it and at you i've let it slide too easily i cant stand to see the smile on your face..knowing what you did and how it was handled.. i cant begin to put a smile on my face..except when im not around you...so why has it been so easy for you to put one on yours maybe if i wouldnt have let it slide so quick it would have taught us both a lesson.. also i was thinking that..if it was any other person like xxxx then you would have deffinatly pulled urself back.. but thats not who it was this time..and you didnt pull urself back.. and thats what gets to me the most...you didnt take ur self out of that situation...even if you say you dont remember...you knew what you were doing when you did it.. and why did this happen twice?! after i came in the first time and you saw me get pissed and slam the door.. why did you continue to do it again and let me see it again.. IN MY OWN ROOM!!!!!! this friendship is NOT over...and i hope it will never be over i still love you to death...and i would come to ur funeral..just to let you know
Why dont you come to me and TALK to me.... and not walk away from me...and discuss it w. someone else.. this has to deal with ME AND YOU not NO BODY ELSE... you didnt let it slide so easily.... your still pissed off at me and you have been from day one.. but yet you insisted on telling me you were okay.. and it wasnt gonna get to you any more.. holy shit.. are you just as pissed at HIM as you are ME!? damn I for sure hope so.... and twice!?!? damn, if you seen it.. why didnt you say anything to me.... I dont remember I wouldnt lie to you.. but believe what you want.. I cant change/help that any more.. Im so fed up with people these days.. Ill give YOU this weekend to think ahout it all.. I wont be hanging out with yall.. and this isnt a "public service announcement.." I thought I'd let you know... GOD Krystin.. why wont you talk to me about it.. and not everyone else!? Im freakin so upset.. READ TJ's note I wrote to him.. and maybe JUST MAYBE you wouldnt think I was smiling sooo much.. I dont have a smile on my face Krystin.. WTF!.... Im soo sorry your still mad at me.. and who is.. XXXX? I dont get you some times.. but im sorry for the last time.. I cant say anything else to make it better.. really i cant.. I cant change the past at all.. so know im sorry.. thats the end of it...
Oh so you know everything dont you Miguel.. your fucking God right!? Well screw you.. it has nothing to do with U and never will!!!! OMG!! i cant belive this shit..
and talking with ppl..
and ive come to the conclusion that
im still pissed/upset about it and at you
i've let it slide too easily
i cant stand to see the smile on your face..knowing what you did and how it was handled..
i cant begin to put a smile on my face..except when im not around you...so why has it been so easy for you to put one on yours
maybe if i wouldnt have let it slide so quick
it would have taught us both a lesson..
also i was thinking that..if it was any other person
like xxxx then you would have deffinatly pulled urself back..
but thats not who it was this time..and you didnt pull urself back..
and thats what gets to me the most...you didnt take ur self out of that situation...even if you say you dont remember...you knew what you were doing when you did it..
and why did this happen twice?!
after i came in the first time and you saw me get pissed and slam the door..
why did you continue to do it again and let me see it again..
IN MY OWN ROOM!!!!!!
this friendship is NOT over...and i hope it will never be over
i still love you to death...and i would come to ur funeral..just to let you know
Why dont you come to me and TALK to me.... and not walk away from me...and discuss it w. someone else.. this has to deal with ME AND YOU not NO BODY ELSE... you didnt let it slide so easily.... your still pissed off at me and you have been from day one.. but yet you insisted on telling me you were okay.. and it wasnt gonna get to you any more.. holy shit.. are you just as pissed at HIM as you are ME!? damn I for sure hope so.... and twice!?!? damn, if you seen it.. why didnt you say anything to me.... I dont remember I wouldnt lie to you.. but believe what you want.. I cant change/help that any more.. Im so fed up with people these days.. Ill give YOU this weekend to think ahout it all.. I wont be hanging out with yall.. and this isnt a "public service announcement.." I thought I'd let you know... GOD Krystin.. why wont you talk to me about it.. and not everyone else!? Im freakin so upset.. READ TJ's note I wrote to him.. and maybe JUST MAYBE you wouldnt think I was smiling sooo much.. I dont have a smile on my face Krystin.. WTF!.... Im soo sorry your still mad at me.. and who is.. XXXX? I dont get you some times.. but im sorry for the last time.. I cant say anything else to make it better.. really i cant.. I cant change the past at all.. so know im sorry.. thats the end of it...
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Well screw you.. it has nothing to do with U and never will!!!!
OMG!!
i cant belive this shit..
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