hi.

[suckmycork]

i went to the doctor today.
finally figured out what is wrong with me. its not so bad, i'll just have to take some medications. it will be better in the long run, i suppose!
i dont know if any one reads this any more.
i stopped caring a while ago. i just thought i'd say that i'm a live.

something has been rubbing me the wrong way lately. people at school, people i've met or haven't ever met seem to think that i'm condescending and mean whenever i joke.

I WAS RAISED IN THE SAME HOUSE AS TWO BROTHERS, MY HUMOR IS IDIOTIC AND NEUROTIC. IF I FIND SOMETHING INTERESTING ABOUT YOU TO TALK ABOUT, its coming from a good place, people should like that i pick and poke to find something that is worthwhile. (if i don't talk to you, or say something to you, chances are i just haven't gotten the chance to find all of your wonderful attributes, so shut the fuck up)
so i don't care what you think of me, if you hate me, i understand why. if you love me, i already looooove you, stupidhead. i'm a pot head. i'm naturally laid back. lets all just be happy and relax. i'm a giver, i'm not a taker.

any who.

this new medication makes me very very sick to my stomach.