May 29, 2005 22:12
im pretty miserable.
working a lot.
just got back from new orleans.
made me think a bit about me.
i have watched "La Bamba" at least 200 times.
i sometimes forget to chew with my mouth closed.
i'm only close to a few few few few people.
i dont use comas properly.
i'm prettier in pictures.
i'm a slutty drunk. * as are many girls*
i'm getting lonelier by the day.
is kind of funny, i had thought i had grown out of being lonely or needy, or wanting anything from a man... but as time goes on. OH MY i wake up , and bam.... there i am hungry for that which only a person with a penis can give...
the atttention, possibly, the afffection... oh my, the affection...
i dont know
i just want to smeeeelllll someone again.. close up, nearby, right there.
long gone are the days when such simple pleasures are attained.