i came to you with best intentions.
these journals are ugly. well i just am incapable of making it pretty. but i don't intend on writing a lot in here. i might though. if you want see my real diary go to http://www.teenopendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=B197651. i don't write in there as much as i used to either. i just smoked a cigarette with my mother. it is a strange thing. apparently it was a surprise when i told her that i smoked. i really thought she would have suspected it. bleh. today was spring-like, but i didn't feel it. i can't wait to be happy. it's going to be amazing.