Hm.
man. i'm fucking tired. Don't have much to say in this entry. Everyone should be proud of me because, to a certain degree, i learned how to sew today =)I'm going to be making some money really soon. I've got a couple of jobs lined up possibly. And other stuff too. I still haven't found a car though, and i can't get over that renegade that i want. A lot of shit hit me today. I realized a lot of my friends at home are leaving, and i don't know what i'm going to do. My friend Kate is going to college in chicago, her boyfriend/my friend Spike is moving to LBI, my buddy jaffy is leaving for the marines in september, laura is moving to florida for school...My life is gonna be so different without them ;/ So i've been thinking...that once they're gone, i'm gonna get myself a job. And just kinda hope that everyone comes back alive. I think i'm mostly upset by Spike's leaving. Everything is gonna be so fucked up without him. All the crazy shit he used to tell me about. It made me feel so alive. But that kinda stuff always made me feel so alive. Being so close to getting into trouble was always great. Pissing off the fourth floor..drag racing..drinking..and just knowing that i had friends. I'm gonna miss them all very very much ;/