ah how i love this weather

[suckitfuckit]

i can't pinpoint the way i'm feeling. i know it's a good feeling though. during school, the inside of my head looks like the bombing of Dresden. devastating. the minute i leave, the clouds of smoke suddenly fade away.

it always saddened me to think that one day my heart wouldn't hurt anymore well my heart hasn't hurt in months and it still saddens me.

i suppose i'm changing with the leaves.