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The truth is I've never fallen so hard.
I love this weekend,
I love waking up to cuddles and forehead kises,
I love that you make me feel tipsy when I haven't had a thing to drink.
I love my friends, even though you're all very hostile right now.
(not all just most).
I'm really fucking happy,
I've seen all the people that matter in the past few days, and those who I haven't seen have been in my thoughts,
My own summer,
drinking until dark in a huge park,
beach picnics,
misadventures,
girls night out, with josh and alana,
Having a tinyiest gay boy as my body guard.
Looking at old pictures with Rayne, and even finding pictures of psychotic exes, and remembering when they were semi-normal, and everything was okay, and smiling at change, and not being afraid of whats to come.
Everything may not be okay, but I'm so fucking happy right now, I couldn't care less.
All that ever was and all that could have been.
that just reminded me,
I need to call Paul.
Have a goodnight<3
I love this weekend,
I love waking up to cuddles and forehead kises,
I love that you make me feel tipsy when I haven't had a thing to drink.
I love my friends, even though you're all very hostile right now.
(not all just most).
I'm really fucking happy,
I've seen all the people that matter in the past few days, and those who I haven't seen have been in my thoughts,
My own summer,
drinking until dark in a huge park,
beach picnics,
misadventures,
girls night out, with josh and alana,
Having a tinyiest gay boy as my body guard.
Looking at old pictures with Rayne, and even finding pictures of psychotic exes, and remembering when they were semi-normal, and everything was okay, and smiling at change, and not being afraid of whats to come.
Everything may not be okay, but I'm so fucking happy right now, I couldn't care less.
All that ever was and all that could have been.
that just reminded me,
I need to call Paul.
Have a goodnight<3