Feb 16, 2006 09:58
my co-worker Dwyane read my tarot cards yesterday. i got a mirror card,which he told me that i have to see life as i see it when i look in the mirror. i also got a swords card and he explained that i will use a weapon,most likely my tongue, to resolve something.he told me that i am very uneasy about something and i MUST change it or i will be unhappy for a long time.
i guess my fate is in the cards.
i am going to stop being vague here. no poems and drama. i am done. i have no time for your games. i am really sorry that Sean will never hear my real opinion, from my mouth, because i am sure you are twising my words, as i am sure you are his. i am really sorry that you have chosen a "few weeks" before you move to bring all this up. i guess this is your way of dealing with goodbyes. and that's sad. you should have been stronger sooner. but should haves and could haves aren't going to help now. maybe we all will be better off without each other.
i don't hate you and sean. i wish you both nothing but the best in your life. be safe.
terri.