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well since some people cant say what they want to my face or at least to me somehow ill join the bitch club n argue on livejoural
first off id like to say uhh youve smoked way to much if you dont remember thanking you cuz i thanked you countless amount of times and ive tried to make up for those times so many times aaron i give u money ciggarettes call you whenever were smoking without you ive been the best friend to you that i could be to anyone im sorry that wasnt good for you...im not going to agree what i said was right but one i was fucked up and two there is truly alot aaron that depended on pot to keep our friendship granted ive told you my whole life and no matter how much u wanna talk behind my back ill still be there for you till the day i die i udnerstand ive put you through alot of shit but dont act like i havent risked anything and i never use you to smoke sorry to burst ur bubble u never even have bud..and one thing that ill stand by is i never have talked shit about u i always supported everything you did i tried to show you i care in times ive thought u doubted ive tried to give you my best advice in everything you do i took your advice more to the heart then anyone and i took alot of shit for you to aaron ive almost ruined my relationship with my parents becuz i refuse to let them believe your a looser i tell all my friends about you and tell them about how good of a person you are and thats something thats obviously lobsided becuz several times people have told me you talked shit whatever i didnt wnat to ever give you shit ive hung out with you when i couold have done a million and one other things but would have rather risked everything at home to be with you i thought you saw that i thought you saw my constant effort to be there for you HAHAHA I WENT TO MY FUCKING COUNSLER AND TRIED TO GET IDEAS TO GET YOU IN SCHOOL and you have the balls to tell me i dont care what i said was wrong i apologize but i wont stand here while you just bad talk me all the time i dont want your friendship if your that eager to throw it away ...you can talk all of your shit bundy becuz ive seen thats what kids do these days but whenever your in shit i KNOW you know ill be there for you cuz im sorry to say it i always have been, since the day i met you ive been there for you just as many times u helped me fucked up bundy i helped you maybe you dont remember or are too self centerd to notice and fuck you telling me i have a ego ....honestly tell me if i ever try to act like im a better person then you have i ever ditched you for popularity matter of fact i ditched pussy for you countless amount of times becuz i felt as if i had this friendship with you even if we didnt see eachother or talk as much (parental restrictions) that i had this connection with you where we saw things from the same view i think you should understand that being fucked up you might not be as emotionally there and aware of what your saying....once again you know ill be here for you till the day i pass i care for you aaron more then ive cared about another human being in my life i would leave right now if i was guranteed to be kickin it with you for the rest of my life i cant explain how much your friendship meant to me you obviously never understood anything i said when i told you
you are my bestfriend and ill be there for you till you tell me to go away and im sorry i tried to emphasize that enough with you but it wasnt good enough obviously
first off id like to say uhh youve smoked way to much if you dont remember thanking you cuz i thanked you countless amount of times and ive tried to make up for those times so many times aaron i give u money ciggarettes call you whenever were smoking without you ive been the best friend to you that i could be to anyone im sorry that wasnt good for you...im not going to agree what i said was right but one i was fucked up and two there is truly alot aaron that depended on pot to keep our friendship granted ive told you my whole life and no matter how much u wanna talk behind my back ill still be there for you till the day i die i udnerstand ive put you through alot of shit but dont act like i havent risked anything and i never use you to smoke sorry to burst ur bubble u never even have bud..and one thing that ill stand by is i never have talked shit about u i always supported everything you did i tried to show you i care in times ive thought u doubted ive tried to give you my best advice in everything you do i took your advice more to the heart then anyone and i took alot of shit for you to aaron ive almost ruined my relationship with my parents becuz i refuse to let them believe your a looser i tell all my friends about you and tell them about how good of a person you are and thats something thats obviously lobsided becuz several times people have told me you talked shit whatever i didnt wnat to ever give you shit ive hung out with you when i couold have done a million and one other things but would have rather risked everything at home to be with you i thought you saw that i thought you saw my constant effort to be there for you HAHAHA I WENT TO MY FUCKING COUNSLER AND TRIED TO GET IDEAS TO GET YOU IN SCHOOL and you have the balls to tell me i dont care what i said was wrong i apologize but i wont stand here while you just bad talk me all the time i dont want your friendship if your that eager to throw it away ...you can talk all of your shit bundy becuz ive seen thats what kids do these days but whenever your in shit i KNOW you know ill be there for you cuz im sorry to say it i always have been, since the day i met you ive been there for you just as many times u helped me fucked up bundy i helped you maybe you dont remember or are too self centerd to notice and fuck you telling me i have a ego ....honestly tell me if i ever try to act like im a better person then you have i ever ditched you for popularity matter of fact i ditched pussy for you countless amount of times becuz i felt as if i had this friendship with you even if we didnt see eachother or talk as much (parental restrictions) that i had this connection with you where we saw things from the same view i think you should understand that being fucked up you might not be as emotionally there and aware of what your saying....once again you know ill be here for you till the day i pass i care for you aaron more then ive cared about another human being in my life i would leave right now if i was guranteed to be kickin it with you for the rest of my life i cant explain how much your friendship meant to me you obviously never understood anything i said when i told you
you are my bestfriend and ill be there for you till you tell me to go away and im sorry i tried to emphasize that enough with you but it wasnt good enough obviously