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exactly 4 years ago my best friend passed away...
he was always there for me and loved me for me, you dont find mnay people like that in the world today
he always knew what to do, how to get me out of trouble and just make my day so much better with his corney jokes and funny laugh
my grandpa was one of those guy that people can only wish for and i was so lucky to have him with me and by my side though all those little middle school dramas and what nots
and now all i have left are wonderful memories of all the things we did together and memories of how much he touched my heart and my life.
this is really hard for me to write becuase it still feels like hes here with me, helping me though everyday problems, i always find myself wondering what my papa would do in this situation, and also if he would like and approve of the things i do.
i have made so many mistakes in the last few years, and no ones understands me like he ever did...gosh i miss him so much its incredibal, i would do ANYTHING just to sit down and have a talk with him like we did before, and if i only knew that he would leave me this fast i would have never taken those talkes for granted.
i miss his corney jokes, his funny laugh, the long talks, how he always understood me no matter what, i miss how he always smelled like peppermint, i miss how he was always able to tell me stories and always read to me until i fell aleep, i miss how he would always wake me up in the happiest chipper voice even at 6 o'clock in the morning, i miss the weekly papa-grandaughter days where we would go to see movies, go to the zoo, get ice cream and laugh until my tummy hurt... but the thing i miss the most is how he was always there for me, telling me i could do it, telling me he was so proud of me no matter what.
at the end of each day i go to sleep and only hope that i am do what he wanted me to do in my life and somehow i know that he would approve. he is what gets me up every day for school, he always told me that school is so important and he always talked about the day that i would graduate and he would be waiting for me with geourgeous flowers and the happiest smile on his face, well, now i know i wont see those flowers nor that huge smile from him....
i can only hope to he at lease half of the wonderful person my papa was, and i know that someday i'll see him again and have one of those long talks that has been long past due...
RIP PAPA
i love you and miss you so much, so much that probbaly would be even hard for you to understand.
<3 anna
he was always there for me and loved me for me, you dont find mnay people like that in the world today
he always knew what to do, how to get me out of trouble and just make my day so much better with his corney jokes and funny laugh
my grandpa was one of those guy that people can only wish for and i was so lucky to have him with me and by my side though all those little middle school dramas and what nots
and now all i have left are wonderful memories of all the things we did together and memories of how much he touched my heart and my life.
this is really hard for me to write becuase it still feels like hes here with me, helping me though everyday problems, i always find myself wondering what my papa would do in this situation, and also if he would like and approve of the things i do.
i have made so many mistakes in the last few years, and no ones understands me like he ever did...gosh i miss him so much its incredibal, i would do ANYTHING just to sit down and have a talk with him like we did before, and if i only knew that he would leave me this fast i would have never taken those talkes for granted.
i miss his corney jokes, his funny laugh, the long talks, how he always understood me no matter what, i miss how he always smelled like peppermint, i miss how he was always able to tell me stories and always read to me until i fell aleep, i miss how he would always wake me up in the happiest chipper voice even at 6 o'clock in the morning, i miss the weekly papa-grandaughter days where we would go to see movies, go to the zoo, get ice cream and laugh until my tummy hurt... but the thing i miss the most is how he was always there for me, telling me i could do it, telling me he was so proud of me no matter what.
at the end of each day i go to sleep and only hope that i am do what he wanted me to do in my life and somehow i know that he would approve. he is what gets me up every day for school, he always told me that school is so important and he always talked about the day that i would graduate and he would be waiting for me with geourgeous flowers and the happiest smile on his face, well, now i know i wont see those flowers nor that huge smile from him....
i can only hope to he at lease half of the wonderful person my papa was, and i know that someday i'll see him again and have one of those long talks that has been long past due...
RIP PAPA
i love you and miss you so much, so much that probbaly would be even hard for you to understand.
<3 anna