Oct 28, 2004 19:49
okay... here goes. my heart is... it's... oh god... damn, it's spilt:
here's me. here's you. i see you, you see me. i love you. do you love me? all of these emotions aren't exactly matching up completely, they aren't the correct peices to this little puzzle called my life. but still it looks so good so i'm ramming the peices together desperatly trying to fit them together like a little kid. i'm there, standing on the end. this is you holding me back from falling. this is me, crying on the phone, wishing death. this is you, on the other end, listening, like you care. this is me, acting crazy, acting insane, desperate for your attention, this is you, giving me everything i want. FUCK. this is you, telling me you love me. this is me, believing you, when i know i shouldn't. this is me crying, wishing that you would just touch me, and read me, and know what i like, and know how i am. grrr, i just want to tell you. i'm DYING to tell you. ehh, what am i saying. fuck it.
And Tyler:
Sé que usted habla acerca de mí. agarro en usted, chico tonto tonto.