fucking bullshit.
So, I've come to terms with it, and there really is nothing that I can do about this. I may as well just let this run its course, and if it kills me, then so be it. What else am I to do? I fucking hate living this way. It's a never ending cycle and I can't seem to break the chain. I want, no, I need help. WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO???