a change in my life
Im sick of how things are going especially between me and one of my best friends. Im thinking of just trying to get away. THings odveously arent working out that well between us rite now and its both our fault b.c we both know how to piss eachother off. I luv him so much but he just makes me fucking crazy. But whatever its all good in the hood. Im
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Thats bullshit. I do not think Im better than anyone else, IF anything (and you should know more than anyone) I have low self asteem and I dont think Im better than anyone. So fuck that. Thats totally not rite about me. Hollow? ...thanks.
I think its hard for me to change when all I ever do is hang out with you and watch you hurt me. Like I told you on the phone I dont think you do it on purpose but all in all it still hurts. and by the way Im not saying anything about this girl, this time,
Im dont telling you what I think about your lil chics that you come across so I will just keep my mouth shut on this one. Good luck with her.
And yeah I do know you have mad love for me but you dont ever show it. And no, Im not saying like squeek and eric too. I dont need that from you. But it just seems sometimes you dont apreciate me. whatever.
As for abby, if I act diffrent when shes around thats b/c Im having fun. Me and abby have a friendship like noone would understand. And it has nothing to do with her so please dont bring her in it.
I apreciate you ending your comment on a good note. And yes, I did take it that way. I know when you end with peace and when you dont.
All Im saying is Im sick of this shit. Our friendship keeps going further and further in the hole and it sucks. Maybe it caint get back to like it was, hell I dont know.
What the hell do I say about other people that hurts your feelings?
I dont want us to stop being friends either. Can we just say... lets take a break for a bit. You just told me your not going anywhere. Well neither am I. So lets just chill out. I guess were sick of eachother and if you think about it we should be b/c weve seen eachother EVERYDAY for like the past 6 months or so. So lets just chill out for a bit. Just promis that we will both have time for eachother later on.
No doubt I have hardcore love for you too. But, what the hell, you already knew that.
Im ending this on all good terms and I will call you when I finish this.
So in the words of Marley
"Everythings gunna be allrite".
luv you jeffro.
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