yeah

[suchswtsorrow]

I got my toung pierced and the fucking shit got infected so I took it out today. Im sad but not that sad I really dont care about it. I just wanted the experience. Anyways kay came home and me and jess went to see her that was the day I got my toung done and she got her tatt. Anyways yeah I hate everything rite now Im pissed b/c all my friends are living there life and mine sucks b/c I have a job that has no weekends off and it sucks. But its a really good job and I dont wunna fuck it up b.c Im saving to go to Flordia. So yeah shit sucks. Im gunna have to move back home soon and thats gunna blow too. The only thing thats cool with that is I will have them to give me money to go to Flordia. Yeah but living at home sucks and my job sucks and my toung sucks..fuck..I didnt mean it like that..okay, yeah I did. Anyways so yeah and I dont know whats wrong with me I could go and do all this shit that my friends are doin and just tough it out and get up and go to work. But I really dont want to. I had an invite to go get fucked up tonite but I just really didnt want to. I just want to be with my friends that I love and do nothing rather than go get out of my mind and be stupid and shit. fuck I hate even thinkin this shit but its true. Im not really concerned on partying rite now Im concentrating on FL. and working and saving money. And trying to avoid moving back home.

Got to see Robert-o today. I love him hes beautiful.

Blah anyways anyone who still cares about me post. B/c LJ sucks and I need love.

later yall.