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lately:
-ellie: crawling TOO fast. standing too fast. WILL NOT SIT STILL. sleeps terribly. talks often. IS SO CUTE, although sometimes a handful.
-jobs: are pretty good.
-school: IS A BIG FAT WASTE OF MY TIME.
-wanting: to teach NOW. and enter the other program as fast as i can (the program thats allll online and lets me work at a private school and get a credential - heaven on earth...)
i have no free time. and the days go by way too quickly. i can't keep up!
sometimes i wish i was that person that always had lists and organizers up-to-date and was super clean ALL the time and used every second of my day to accomplish something. and then other times i wish i was super carefree and crazy and didn't care about schedules or lists or anything but relaxing and having fun.
but instead, i am this awkward combination of both. and sometimes i feel it doesn't work too well.
-ellie: crawling TOO fast. standing too fast. WILL NOT SIT STILL. sleeps terribly. talks often. IS SO CUTE, although sometimes a handful.
-jobs: are pretty good.
-school: IS A BIG FAT WASTE OF MY TIME.
-wanting: to teach NOW. and enter the other program as fast as i can (the program thats allll online and lets me work at a private school and get a credential - heaven on earth...)
i have no free time. and the days go by way too quickly. i can't keep up!
sometimes i wish i was that person that always had lists and organizers up-to-date and was super clean ALL the time and used every second of my day to accomplish something. and then other times i wish i was super carefree and crazy and didn't care about schedules or lists or anything but relaxing and having fun.
but instead, i am this awkward combination of both. and sometimes i feel it doesn't work too well.