Apr 01, 2009 23:29
i feel so tired and LARGE and i have no idea how i am going to do this for another month. the thought of doing anything except laying in bed is dreadful. i am exhausted. completely. and i feel guilty. cause i should be all pumped and happy and excited but i just don't even have the emotional energy to feel those things.
i just don't know. everything seems so difficult right now and all i want to do is cry and sleep.
i really hope that this is semi normal, because i feel like a crazy person.