Jan 06, 2009 01:09
i believe hope is a thing that i will find, if someone just will show me.
i accidentally napped from 6:00-7:30. therefore, i'm still up. and not sleepy. although at 7 am i am going to kick myself for being up this late.
my retainer hurst. i never wear it. and then the nights that i do, it hurts like hell.
i have a lot of really good people in my life. i am very lucky in that regard. i got blessed in the "surrounding people" department.
i miss phylicia already. this is going to suck. i am thinking i will visit in february. and then she'll be down in march. and april/may for the baby.
the baybeh. oh dear. i am going to be so tired and busy. and blessed. but lonely too. i hope not too lonely. i'm thankful that i like my family. we may not be the best people and we certainly have our issues, but at least we're funny. and fun. and they get me. and i get them.
10 minutes ago i wanted a cinnabon. and now i want a bbq sandwich of some kind??
being preggo is weird.