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I’ve been investigating gcses and am rather pleased with myself. I don’t know of anyone else that got an A* in Literature, most people got at least one if not 2 (some 3) grades difference between lit and language. So, very pleased.
Business, I got an A in, which compared to others shocked me a little as I did better in baffled-by double science and messed-up-my-coursework geography. Some snooping discovered the top people in our class got a grade or 2 below what was predicted and I don’t know of ant A*s at all which is a little odd. So I’m really really happy with the A as I got a B in coursework, some people got A*s in cw and B in exam.
I got a C in Art which is really cool, it was 60% coursework (obscenely high, business is 75% exam etc) and I can’t draw. But I can’t help thinking I could have got a higher grade in a normal subject.
Maths! A<<< look at that, ahhhh. If you aren’t inmy class you won’t know of my volatile disposition towards the subject and I was forced to take whole statistics with no lessons (gcses are done over 2 years) and got a B!
But generally, yeah, really happy. albeit a little uneasy.
Damn I can be a cold hearted bitch. I was flirting with the idea of becoming self absorbed, but it turns out I care too much. Go figure.
I said I didn’t mind, I don’t know if I lied, I don’t care. Let me make my jokes, let me laugh it off. Let me pretend. Let me be. I have found new meaning in that saying.
Don’t take me too seriously, I reserve that right for myself… I’m usually messing with you. I’m usually saying the opposite of what I feel, or in a tone opposite, so you’ll be diverted from that look in my eyes.
Stuff you probably don’t know about me
~I have huge issues with not being able to show people I care about them
~ half my front left tooth was knocked off by my nan’s dog Christmas day 2003, but you can’t tell (*bows at dentist’s feet*)
~ I’ve worn contacts since I was 13
~ I really am that vain (in an insecure way)
~ I hate courgettes, aubergines and mushroom (though I can bare the latter’s flavour)
~ I have to spend 4 hours a day completely alone or I get really moody
~ I’m an only child (above explained)
~ I hate walking/going places by myself, though sometimes I crave doing so
~ I have a bronze level duke of Edinburgh award (hiking, community service, skill thing) that doesn’t fit my personality at all (that’s why I did it and I loved it)
~ I have conversations with my house rabbit, and I think I bore her
~ I love the harry potter books even though they’ve got less exciting
~ I have a mini obsession with Kate Moennig
~ I made my school council change their whole constitution so I could get on it
~ I have an attention span of 20 minutes on a good day (don’t have one on a bad day)
~ I own all the friends videos (parents went crazy one Christmas) but only like the first 5 series
~ I own all the buffy videos *looks away dodgily*
~ I’m currently reading the Bible so I can take a more active part in disagreeing with it
~ I always have a mirror on me. Really. Always.
~ I hate all my clothes but hate shopping more
~ I have a nagging regret and memory of a time in my life that I can’t change, though I hate dwelling, I can’t help it
~ sometimes when I really care I am really really mean
~ sometimes I fear I have no conscience but then it bites me in the ass
~ in school I had a subconscious need to be the best but my laziness was stronger
~ I can click every joint in my body
~ I can sit with my knees at right angles
~ I can roll my tongue, but I’m tongue tied (my parents won’t believe my dentist though as apparently I talk enough and fine)
~ I have an ebay problem
~ I don’t like being in groups of more than 5
~ I don't wear any jewellry except 6 earrings and a piece of string