Dec 09, 2008 23:07
You say you need me so convincingly that I always almost stay. But here it is, no different; technicalities, all of it, and it is safe to say that I am alone.
It is a "Passenger Seat" sort of evening for me - but with the addition of rain, and subtraction of a navigator. Instead, we shall fly by the trails of clouds instead of the dim light of stars....
It won't always feel so awful. Work will get better, and surely some creature will find me magnificent, one day. There will be happiness and stability, laughter and expansion. This just isn't that time.
When you feel embarrassed,
Then I'll be your pride.
When you need directions,
Then I'll be the guide,
For all time.
For all time.