aren't you feelin real dirty sittin in the parking lot?
i'm afraid my life is meaningless. what at all have i done that is going to make a difference or be remembered after i die? i'm 18, almost at the most productive part of my life, and i have no idea what i can do. i know what i want to do: make/record/market music, write/produce/direct/make movies, become involved in the arts. i'm not good enough at any of it, and you have to be cream of the crop to make a penny doing it. so what's left for me? a job i'll never be content with that will hopefully allow me to pursue a passion in my free time? excellent. i think college is a waste and i should take time off and explore the world and what it has to offer. i know nothing.