Aug 31, 2004 20:41
Motherfucking machine head at slim's tomorrow. I'm gonna get my ass kicked. It's been a while since I just went crazy at a show, since the Hatebreed show pretty much. Last time i saw MH I was retardedly tired, and just taking it in, i had been waiting to see them for about 8 years, so this time i'm going crazy.
Going back to work for the company that got me into coffee, Tully's. It's kinda funny to me, seeing as how i totally fucked up my rep there before. Fortunatly i keep in good relations with them, and now since i have an AA from the CCA, with some business classes that apply to what i am going to be doing, there is a possibility that i may become a manager for a Tully's coming soon to Oakland. I will find that much out in the next few days, but until then i am going to be a barista in the mornings. Fuckin A though, it would be totally sweet to manage a shop. The current manager at tully's pleasanton makes 38,000 a year, and that's pretty sweet to me. I could afford to buy the pottery equipment I've always wanted, and sell some of that for more money. I don't need a lot, and manager's pay will more than pay the bills. I can still cook in catering at night too. It can be sweet, but i can't count on anything except for being a barista which is what i set out for to begin with. I hope they didn't just put those ideas in my head only to have them not turn out though.
Made one of the worst decisions I've ever made this weekend. I can't really find the words to describe it, except that I'm lucky son of a bitch to have been surrounded by a few great people. It really didn't hit me until today how bad it really was. I put a good friend in a tough spot, and I hate that. I'm embarrassed, but you have to make the bad ones to influence the good ones I guess.
Till the next one.