pointless
Blarg. Germaine called me today. and told me she really wants a second chance with me now. i can't believe her i really can't. she dumped me because she thought i was holding her back from her goals, and now shes calling me telling me that her being aroun would be good for both me and loris, she has another thing coming to her. shes not gonna run back to me because her and her little boyfriend ended. Im smarter now.I wont put up with her crap anymore.
I got the job at sister saras I wanted for ever now*screams* I start Thursday. Its only 25 hours a week. but its good pay and i can still work at tims part time. Now I will be able to afford a real home for me and loris. i cant wait*crosses fingers*. btw kates big brother owns an apartment building and he says theres a 2 bedroom gonna open up at the end of may. yayness i want to live there so much kates bro is the best.
me, ska and saline got together to practice our sets today. it all sounds good.were gonna rock the house. now all we have to do is pray to god kate gets her act together.I dont think she will well you know its kind of hard to deal with stuff when you just found out your sister has been in a car accident.or is dead who knows.
now as for tuesday. we have nothing. geoff never got back to us on the audio system he was lending us. we have 3 days! and it feels like everything is falling through. geoff needs to get to us and we need to find out if it is being held at the kybar. were not sure every where has been changed to much in the last 2 months. i just want everything to be ok. then we can be closer to our $15000 goal and everything will be alright. ska and kate can quit and say theyve done something big in their lives and i can finally sleep and start acting like a mother and not a rock star.
im going now
later lovelys
oh and two friends journals to check out
myritual (kate)bubblins (ska)