You Drew Your Grave On Every Single Map [a Dean Winchester and Castiel 2014 fanmix]
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This 2014 fanmix been in the works for a long time. I actually wanted to write fic to accompany the mix, but I just wasn't getting anywhere. So I decided it was time to simply get this mix out in the world. (Although, hopefully it will eventually have fic written by a dear friend!)
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You Drew Your Grave On Every Single Map
a Dean/Castiel 2014 fanmix
"Sam Winchester doesn't live here anymore."
1. 65daysofstatic - The Big Afraid
[Instrumental]
2. Cursive - In The Now
[Dean]
Don't want to live in the now
Don't want to know what I know
We're wearing out our heels
On a road to hell
Most days Dean feels like he is sleepwalking, but sometimes? Sometimes Castiel almost makes Dean feel human again.
3. Muse - Undisclosed Desires
[Castiel]
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
Depeche Mode - A Pain That I'm Used To
[Dean]
I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control
5. Steel Train - Kill Monsters In The Rain
[Castiel]
Together we can
Oh together we'll kill monsters in the rain
We are the same
What a mess we'll make
Dean doesn't have faith in God, but he still has faith in Cas.
6. Editors - Papillon
[Dean]
Darling, just don't put down your guns yet
If there really was a God here
He'd have raised a hand by now
7. Depeche Mode - Only When I Lose Myself
[Castiel]
Did I need to sell my soul
For pleasure like this?
Did I have to lose control
To treasure your kiss?
8. Interpol - Lights
[Dean]
All that I see
Show me your ways
Teach me to meet my desires with some grace
All that I fear
Don’t turn away
And leave me to plead in this hole of a place
Castiel is almost human now. Some days it's harder for him to handle that fact.
9. Bon Iver - re:Stacks
[Castiel]
There's a black crow sitting across from me; his wiry legs are crossed
And he's dangling my keys he even fakes a toss
Whatever could it be
That has brought me to this loss?
10. Wolf Parade - Bang Your Drum
[Dean]
It's cold, it's dark
It's not for people with uneasy hearts
But if you're with me on the other side
Strike up the band, we have survived
11. The Amazing Broken Man - Rainbow Street
[Castiel]
There was an accident at Rainbow street
Two angels got into a fight
I saw their wings being torn apart
From their angel skin
"Don't you dare leave me too, you son of a bitch."
12. The Greenhornes - Shelter of Your Arms
[Dean]
There's a storm growing
Growing all around
A snow is falling, it's covering the ground
Don't you walk away with your love
Don't you walk away now, I'm on my own
13. The White Stripes - Dead Leaves And The Dirty Ground
[Castiel]
And I think I'm gonna stick around
For a while so you're not alone
These days you can't walk twenty feet without running into a shit ton of Croats. Dean was okay with that. Life was easier when you had something to kill.
14. Blitzen Trapper - Fire & Fast Bullets
[Dean]
Okay, this city is a warzone
Unheard of his love
This dangerous fiction will rain from above
So keep your eyes to the sky
15. Horse Feathers - Heathen’s Kiss
[Castiel]
Lyin' on the floor and through your teeth
Tell me where you've gone, speak softly
16. White Lies - Love Lockdown
[Dean]
I'm not loving you
The way I wanted to
What I had to do
Had to run from you
After the angels abandoned Earth, living life in excess was the only way Castiel was able to stumble through his days.
17. The Magnetic Fields - I Thought You Were My Boyfriend
[Castiel]
Come sunrise, surprise surprise!
The joke's on me again
I know you don't love me
You know I don't care
Keep it hidden better
Did I say the world was fair?
18. Bloc Party - Ares
[Dean]
War, war, war, war
I want to declare a war
My fist breaks your porcelain nose
There are other things that hands can do
We dance to the sound of sirens
19. K's Choice - Shadowman
[Castiel]
Any time tomorrow
I will lie and say I'm fine
I'll say yes when I mean no
And anytime tomorrow
The sun will cease to shine
There's a shadowman who told me so
20. The Dead Weather - Rolling in on a Burning Tire
[Dean]
Well I was raised up like a snake
You were raised to leave me bait
I always, always take
"You are all I have left in this world, Dean. There isn't a single thing out there left for me, save you."
21. Neverending White Lights - The Grace
[Castiel]
They’re never gonna find me now
My life is always empty
And in and out of doubt
You’re not coming back for me
These things they will never be
22. Magnolia Electric Co - In The Human World
[Dean]
All the good things are asleep in the human world
It’s made more room for the dark to walk around
My heart is sick and I didn't make it out
Speak to all my friends whose names I don't remember now
You’re gonna lose a lot
You’ll get used to it somehow
23. Jason Molina - Everything Should Try Again
[Castiel]
You don’t forgive the silence for not speaking up
No matter how hard we’re trying it’s not hard enough
You’ve been tired and a little sick
You’ve been trying to work with it
You drew your grave on every single map
You don't plan on staying long
You plan on burning it
No matter how wrong it went
You don't have much more room to forget
Zachariah sends 2009-Dean five years into a future he never wanted to see. He hates to see what Castiel has become. He hates to see what he, himself, has become. He has no idea how he could have let this happen.
24. Editors - The Boxer
[Past Dean]
An unwanted son pulls rank in the sky
The Boxer isn't finished, he's not ready to die
I'm attracted to the light, I'm attracted to the heat
It's a violent night, there are boxers in the streets
Damn this place, makes a boy out of me
The rain meets my face by the count of three
25. J. Tillman - Vessels
[Castiel]
And I recall your arms out like a child
Begging for surrender as the black sky swelled with fire
Dean returns to 2009 determined to not let the future he witnessed become his own reality.
26. Hans Zimmer - Time
[Instrumental]
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This Dean/Castiel fanmix was created for you with love by suchaprince. The gorgeous album art was made by my dear mad_teagirl.