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[sucha_nerd]

I thought I'd write, I thought I'd let you know
In the year since you've been gone I've finally let you go
And I hope you find some time to drop a note
But if you won't
Then you won't
And I will consider you gone

I know that you went straight to someone else
While I worked through all this shit here by myself
And I think that you should spend some time alone
But if you won't
Then you won't
And I will consider you gone

I wake up in the night
All alone and it's alright
The chemicals are wearing off
Since you've gone

The days go on, the lights go off and on
And nothing really matters when you're gone
If you think that you feel nothing at all
If you don't (If you don't)
Then you don't (No, you won't)
If you won't
Then you won't
And I will
Then I will
Yeah, and I will consider you gone

And there, my friends, is all my Valentine's day angst compacted into one little song. It's been a year now and I think I'm finally over the guy who doesn't know I even exist anymore. Thank goodness.
LOL I was about to email him that song until I sat for a second and realized how unbelievably stupid that would have been.
I hope you all have a wonderful day, and if anyone is feeling lonely or anything just give me a call and we'll hit up starbucks or something.