i will give a kiss/coookie to anyone who actually reads this whole thing.
wow. new years eve was Crazy!
RECAP OF 2004
-dyed my hair for the first time.
-started realizing that i can be a total bitch
-began concentrating on writing
-involved in the whole music scene & spent way too much $ on cds when i should have been spending on things i actually needed
-started expieimenting on different color choices for my room
-went on stratera
-drank for the first time
-thought my life was over
-smoked for the first time
-went from never saying a 'bad word' to using them frequently
-went to many concerts
-became distant from my best friend
-became untruthful to another
-got a fish and thought i was awesome for it
-drove for the first time
-my first car accident
-went to disney land
-became really intrested in ONE certain boy
-livejournal started creating a lot of interference
-got called a slut
-became really unsure of myself
-first kiss
-stayed at home alot & had people come over
-homecoming happened
-no motivation
-summer
-was in my first wedding
-dad got sick
-failed math
-went to summer school
-school restarted
-started spending too much time at starbucks
-met a lot of new people & made new friends
-met people who could drive(which seems like it changed my life)
-started wearing less makeup
-became obessed with olsen twins
-grew close with my sister
-cut my hair off after being set on growing it out
-decided i wanted to grow it out
*that was kind of the jist of it. a lot of ins&outs. many beginnings & endings. and each day turning out to be a realization of something. i dont think i liked myself too much of 2004 or i was just completely unsure of myself, but in the past few months so much has changed. im confident with who i am, i know what i want, i am . i really couldnt ask for anything more, but we all have our ...
NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS
-mind you some aren't all that important-
1. Be Confident with My Body
2. Less Procrastinating & More Motivation
3. Keep My Word
4. Less computering
5. Start swimming alot more
6. Get a Job
7. Get a boyfriend and keep the relationship for longer than 2 weeks
8. Be Upfront & Work on Communication Skills
9. Think About Others Before Myself (esp. family)
10. Do Not Stay Involved in Anything if I Don't Really Want to Be (think in terms of reality, not of possibility or potential)
11. Do Things Out of The Ordinary/Take Risks&Chances
12. Be Honest With Myself
13. Be Involved With Others That Will Make Me A Better Person
that took like 20 minuites. i hope someone actually reads it