Feb 23, 2008 15:31
Mood: ...i don't have the word for it...
Mo'Zak: "Big Sur" by Mason Jennings
it'd be better in the morning...
no, no it's not, it's not better at all, certain parts are even worse, the fact that i can't fucking just grab you and kiss you, or grab you up and squeeze the shit out of you...
waking up and seeing you this morning and not being able to kiss your face, it's fucking killing me...
and it's really lame, everythings lame (lawl)...
the fact that i feel so desperate to have you, but i don't want to come off as desperate...
i don't want to come off as some self serving douche bag, i don't know what to do...
it's hard to be around you and it not be the same, and if i'm not around you i'm gonna self destruct...
so yeah, here i am, stuck in this shitty limbo...